One day!!! Only if.....

one day you would wake up from your dreams; 

and the only real thing you'll see is my love.

One day you might find myself burning to ashes,

and the only thing you'll regret is my untold love.

one night you may see the sky to be filled with stars,

and the only thing that you'll miss is the moon

One night you may be partying hard with others,

and the only thing that you'll miss is my presence.

Some days you may be feeling all alone,

and at that moment you'll miss my stupidity.

Some days you may see me laughing with others,

and at that moment you'll miss my smile....

Only if you had stood by my side for once,

'cause you knew me better than all ( at least I thought).

The parting could have been less painful,

and I ain't have become a loner.

But Alas!! only Time knows whats it hides for us.

One day!! only if you had stood by my side.

haye re naukri!!

Haye re naukri,

kabhi khusiyon ka karan,kabhi tension ki wajah!

kabhi dhoop ki garmi to kabhi AC ki dhandhak!

Har roz ki ye daftar jane ki bhagdaur me,

laga diya hai kisi ne life ko repeat all me!

Roz ke ye office k kaam dham me,

aaj kal reh pata nahi main ram naam me!

Badh gayi hain ab doston se dooriyan,

ab to khud hi sekni padti hain hamein rotiyan!

Ek main nahi jo rahta hoon office se pareshan,

kuch log to ye soch K hi rahte hain hairan!!

uske upar ladkiyon k anokhe andaz,

keh pate nahi hoth, dil k ye alfaaz!!

karti hain apni adaon se sabko pareshan,

rakhte hain sab unke har khushi ka dhyan!!

pyar ka khel khelti hain ye diljaniyan,

phir kahti hain humne hi di hain unhe tanhayian!!

ek baar nikal jaye jo unka kaam hamse,

rakhti nahi hai phir hamse koi pehchan tabse!!

Par sach bhi yahi hai kcuh nahi hum naukri k bina,

Sapne bhi rah jate addhoore is naukri k bina!!

Muskura par thoda sambhal kar.....

Arey ho Harzai, tune ye kya khabar failayi,

Do din muskura kar karli hamnein baat jo,

Keh diya tune sabko mujhko hai tumse pyar ho.

huyee badnam hum iska ghum to na tha,

par sach me hi ban jati hamara pyar to,

kar jate dunyia ki har khusi tere liye kurban ho.

Hadh to tab hui jab kahne lage sab tujhko bhabhi,

aur tere chakkar me ho gayi doston se bhi ladai.

par jab tak sachai mere nazaron k samne aayi,

ban chuki thi tu kisi aur hi k tale ki chabhi.

ab peeche reh gayi hain wo yaadein,

par dil ab bhi sambhal kar rehata hai.

har ladki ko dekh kar thoda saham jata hoon,

kahin phir hamari hansi na fansa de humko.

bas is baat se darta hai dil.

abki baar ho jaye gar pyar jo,

bana dalenge usko hum apna dildar to.

keh dalenge hum usko apna haal-e-dil,

saat pheron ka chakkar laga,

bana dalenge usko apna wife ho............

:D

wo sukhe patte ..........

sukh chuke unn patton me,

ab bhi aawaaz baki hai !

baras chuke un badalon me,

barish ki kuch boonde baki hain !

yaad unko ab hamari aati nahi,

par intezar ab bhi baki hai!

haqiqat me koi ruthata nahi,

par khwab me kisi ka manana baki hai!

khatm ho jaye wo hum nahi,

abhi to kahani ko anzam dena baki hai!!!

The night seems to be so silent,

With glimpse of my precedent.

The twittering of the bats ,

Was incapable of breaking my thoughts.

 As the night lost its uniqueness ,

With the mounting of the  sun.

I was edgy in my room,

By the sense of loosing all.

The imp within me has trounced me,

As I crushed my emotions.

God seems to be displeaseD with me,

For the sins I have commited.

As the past enclosed my present,

With the reminiscences so weird.

I felt to be on the edge of a cliff,

Preparing myself  for a fall .

The entire scenario has tainted,

With the future so blur,

The fortune seems to be playing with me,

For the expectation I have with me.

As I say:

It is the expectation ,

that everyone expects from me.

It is the expectation,

That I expect from myself.

It is the expectation,

That I cannot accomplish.

And It is the expectation,

That has taken all from me.

Music, never ending roads and two lonely souls:)

When mind is against your heart and nothing seems to be right, you ought to take a wrong turn, but not like that in the movie. So there we were sailing on our bike for a long drive.We had with us sorrows of our past and uncertainties of tomorrow. After driving through the busiest part of the city, we reached the starting point of the Asia's longest bridge over river GANGA named after father of our nation ''Mahatma Gandhi Setu Bridge''. There we were finding pleasure and joy over crossing through such a wonderful creation by man. 

At the same time we saw people who did not wish to cross the bridge as they have to walk through the distance to earn their living.

Neverthless we continued our journey through the bumpy tracks of the bridge .The river with its vast spread delta was looking dull as it was summer ans water has gone down almost several kms. We were almost done crossing the bridge when a bolero whiz passed us and we saw a girl sitting at the back. We together shouted '' kya baat hai ? '' and my friend accelerated our bike to keep up with the vehicle. So the famous show of tom &  jerry started. About 10 km we followed it just trying to get the glimpse of the gal, but when we got the chance, shocked were we to see her face as bad as ur imagination can run .

So we at once gave up the chase and stopped at a line Hotel to freshen up . It was 10 A.M. and the atmoshphere was getting hotter . A full glass of Hot tea 'Malai maar ke' as we say is better than anything on a long drive. An Engineer not drinking tea and not a smoker is rare to find..

After that we started towards Muzzaffarpur, a city of Bihar. A drive of atmost 40 km from the dhaba and crossing some rumble strips on the way. We rarely spoke to one another ,instead we kept listening music as the heat was getting up and we were covered up like ' Taliban'  people. At 12 noon we reached at our friend's house where he was busy looking after his new construction site of a mall. 

We stayed there till the temperature comes down and at 5:30 PM we started our jorney back to patna. 

On the way ,Saurabh ,oh! sorry I didn't told my friend's name. His name is Saurabh Sinha , he and one more Kundan kumar are the best we can have for one another . Friends forever.

OK let's continue , saurabh told that he had to have chicken from a line hotel . So we stopped on a Dhaba. He ordered a chicken masala. I being a vegetarian always have to settle for usual things, so I ordered one Tadka with parathas. So in a while our food was served and the next moment you could have seen the reaction on saurabh's face. The chicken was so hot and spicy that he was crying and drank the whole jar of water. At last he too ordered one tadka while cursing the person who made the chicken spicy.

However after completing our meal we again drank a cup of tea. Saurabh started to drive but he was keen on driving just behind a truck at 50 km/hr. so I took the controls from him and accelerated to 60 – 70 km/hr as it was already dark and driving in that area was dangerous at night…

And suddenly I saw pile of trucks and other four wheelers trying to get ahead of one another. Keeping the bike steady at the same speed we just whized passed everyone , and all of sudden a bus beeping in front of us came from nowhere and we had no road to drive and certainly stopping at that speed was not on the cards so I just managed to move the bike on one side of the road in a field filled of dust and sand .but the fact was we were alive..

After that saurabh took the bike from me and we exchanged no word till we raeched our home around 9:30 PM. And a breathtaking journey came to an End as in hindi film industry we had a HAPPIES ENDINGS…